The other is hell because you exist.

To listen to this as podcast on other platforms please use left Spotify button given at the end of first part. Links to other Podcast platforms like Apple, Google, Pocket-casts, Breaker etc is available from my channel website linked to the Spotify logo.

With How much totality you loved selflessly, how much you cared heartily and how much you helped compassionately even at the cost of harming yourself or your career as an authentic being is what matters most in spiritual journey. The other is just an opportunity to teach us a lesson or test our love, care and helping attitude.

There is a part in brain called Claustrum and I am saying from my personal experience that it remains defunct or acts as a slave  in every person except every information needs to passes through it compulsorily. 

The contentment or satisfaction of doing our best by doing acts as described above is like collecting a drop of honey or nectar in this case, while living in this poisonous world (jahar bhare is jeevan mein Amrit peekar jeena hai). 

These nectar drops gets collected in our claustrum and one day when it is full of then it gets activated again and start functions as a king of the brain. It is as if we are consciously collecting needed coins/life in a game to unlock super power so that we could complete the stage successfully.

This is entering the kingdom of god as a king as Jesus says. This is called as becoming surkh rooh by Mohammad.

I wanted to share my views from personal experiences in my spiritu as l journey. How I lived all through my life?

And I was at loss everywhere in comparison to my friends, family members and colleagues but what I found is blissfulness, ecstasy and eternal life in return.

Neither I was heading towards it nor I was trying to mix with society after my separation with spouse.

Just kept trying, learning, unlearning and relearning with don’t know approach. What has helped me, apart from awareness meditation, is worth sharing here

Osho says we do not know why we exist at first place?. So we need to either know why we exists or live as if you do not exist at all for yourself.

Here are other platforms on which my posts are made available in different formats. The Spotify link in left is for podcasts in English on channel Philosia and Spotify link on right most end is for my channel in Hindi Darshan.

Here is some suggestions if you wish to practically implement them and experiment in your life to experienced their outcome. This learning through own experience helps in growing inner wisdom. This is your own personal experiences that is going to help you in your inner journey. You are unique. Everyone is unique in this sense, but mind gets it imposed on body to form pseudo entity Ego.

No scripture, no outside assistance, not even these posts on my blogs are of any help because it is your personal uniqueness that you have to discover and everything outside is prepared keeping in mind to help masses. Be it religion or rules or blogs.

As we grow we need to become more efficient so as to earn our bread and butter hence we become robotic. While in our childhood we acted consciously during every act. This is why even the work was relaxing like a play. This awareness that we have lost is needed to be regained or discovered.

Osho says “At any moment you close your eyes, first you will see thoughts, a layer of thinking all around you, thoughts vibrating – one coming, another going – a crowd, a traffic. Remain silent for a few seconds, and suddenly you will see that thinking is no longer there but dreaming has started. You are dreaming that you have become the president of a country, or you have found a brick of gold on the road, or you have found a beautiful woman or a man, and suddenly you start projecting; dreams start functioning. If you continue dreaming for a long time, one moment will come when you will fall asleep – thinking, dreaming, sleep, and from sleep again to dreaming and thinking. This is how your whole life revolves. Real awareness is not known yet, and that real awareness is what Patanjali says will destroy ignorance – not knowledge, but awareness. We collect knowledge just to befool ourselves and others.”—————-Osho, Yoga:The science of the soul.

The mind is biggest hurdle in our inner journey. It is helpful too but only up to a certain altitude after that it needed to be disconnected from it because then it starts creating more trouble. So just like first stage of rocket engine is left to drop on the Earth so that the satellite can be launched in its orbit, our mind too needs to be dropped in subtle way so that even the mind could not recognise being dropped!

Awareness meditation is of great help in getting this job done.

Osho says “The deep problem is: how to become aware, how not to be unconscious. From where to start? Don’t try to fight with some very deep-rooted habit. You will be defeated. Start with very neutral habits.

For example: you go for a walk; just be aware that you are walking. (Try to Walk with witnessing consciousness).

Awareness meditation is the way worked for me and I tried it first during brushing my teeth in the morning after trying 8-10 meditations over period of 15 years! So there is no need to reinvent the circle for you. May be you too find it suitable otherwise with Dynamic meditation and/or Kundalini in the evening it is suitable for most of the people. There are 110 other meditation techniques discovered by Indian Mystic Gorakhnath about 500years before and further modified by Osho for contemporary people that one can experiment and the suitable one could be practiced in routine life.

Osho International Online (OIO) provides facility to learn these from your home, through Osho Meditation Day @€20.00 per person. OIO rotate times through three timezones NY,Berlin and Mumbai. You can prebook according to the convenient time for you. 

Osho International Online (OIO) provides facility to learn these from your home apart from above,

1. There is OSHO Evening Meeting streaming which can be accessed every day at local time starting 6:40 pm (of which Osho says that he wants his people to view it all over the world and these days it is possible) and 16 of the meditations mostly with video instructions and so much more on

2. There is a 7 days Free Trial also for people who would like to first try it out.

This is an opportunity for learning and knowing Osho through these sannyasins who lived in his presence and brought to life his words in best possible quality in all formats.

Disciples of Jesus left him alone in last minutes but Osho’s disciples remained with him till he left his body willingly after working, till last day, for all of us to get enlightened. Jesus tried hard till last minute, before being caught, to teach meditation to his disciples. As per Saint John’s Gospel:- Jesus used word ‘Sit’ to transfer his meditative energy to them and went on to pray God, but on returning he found them sleeping. He tried two times again but in vain.

Even today Zen people use word ‘Sit’ for meditation in their saying ‘Sit silently, do nothing, season comes and the grass grows by itself green’. His message is purely that of Buddha: the message consists of awareness. He shouts again and again, ”Beware!” And remember, the word ”beware” consists of two words: ”be aware”. He says again and again, ”Remain awake!” but he has to translate it into Jewish metaphors.

Hi ….. I write my comments from my personal experiences of my inner journey. This post may include teachings of Mystics around the world that I found worth following even today. For more about me and to connect with me on social media platforms, have a look at my linktree website for connecting with my social media links, or subscribe my YouTube channel and/or listen to the podcasts etc.


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